Friendships

Currently life has been turned upside.

At times in April I was never by myself. In May I spent a lot of time alone. Now the question is what will the month of June be like?

Usually I have been a person of extremes. I have been told many times that I am dramatic, emotional, and feminine. These statements were based off of my inability to hold by tears, sarcastic remarks, and emotional driven life choices. My character has been shaped by my friends and family mostly. I have the ability to connect with people because of my compassion, yet my compassion is my weakness and strength. This is tough for me to understand. I love people, yet I do not love myself. I have compassion for the hurting, but do not take care of my own pain. As I write this I can hear my drama.

I do not know what June will be like. My roommate has left and I will be living by myself for the first time in my life. I am not sure if this will be a good or bad test for me, but it will be a test that I want to take. It could be a great time of reconnecting with myself and my God. I pray that this is the truth.

Whatever you do? Wherever you are? Whoever you are?

Test yourself.

So today and tomorrow I urge you,

To Reflect,
To Hope,
To Be.